BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! yeah i feel exactly like that this week!
Last November we were in Minnesota together for pre-deployment leave. Execpt I was meeting everyone for the first time and was soooo nervous! ha, he loved making fun of me for that!!
And this November Im here, alone. Enjoying myself of course, I love his family, they truely are amazing and the strongest people I know.
We have the Marine Corps Ball tomorrow, Ugh! Last year was my first Marine Corps Ball, and Curtis's too. So it was pretty special. We had so much fun. His cousins,aunts,uncles,parents are the best, and Emily :), yeah shes pretty much my date this year :) I wouldnt have it any other way(well i mean if he was here, but she knows)
Im trying to make the best out of it, I cant decide if I wanna get really hammered and just love it, or if i wanna mope like i do MOST of the time anymore. So ill probably do alittle of both and try my damnest to love life.
We are so glad and lucky that you came to the ball and shared it with us! We love you like a part of our family and know that you will always have a place here (where ever we are) and a friend to lean on if you need one. The Swensons are a one of a kind family and I'm so glad that you both found each other. You are an inspiration to all you meet and like Curtis said keep your chin up and know that he is watching over you always.
ReplyDeleteHugs, love and prayer
Becca Hayes