Its 2011.....

I started school this week. Monday and Tuesdays. I seem to like most of my classes.
The next 9 months shoud be pretty busy, happy and god only knows what else.
Almost all my friends babies are gonna be due this year & Im very excited for this.
I have my bestie Alyses wedding this year. :)
I should decided if i want to talk to someone about my life. :S
All my friends(minus a couple) will be on the east coast, so thats better then nothing!!!
A realtionship, yes. Trying to decide if I can actually handle one and if im really ready for the full on commitment.
Spending a week in Flordia with RACHEL BLACK :) I cant wait.


My lifes changed. Everyone knows this. But Ive been getting comments about my attitude and how I have anger issues now. The funny thing is, I believe Ive always had anger issues, Im just more out spoken now then I used to be. I will agree I lose my cool alot easier then I used to, but I think its okay. I do try to watch who Im more angry towards, my husband died so I dont think anymore. I just go with whatever, and somehow it usually ends up in anger. I believe I need a new out look on life and thats what Im trying to find. It is gonna take me awhile, because even what most people think arent a big deal and the fact that "its been 9 months, she should be over it by now" (YES, i believe people think that.) Well I believe that 2 years from now I will still have my moments. I dont expect people to understand, its my life and he was the man i planned on spending forever with, so Ill take my time with whatever gets through my way.

I hadnt blogged in awhile and just kinda needed to vent alittle.
and yes this sounds angry but IM FINE!!!!